hms.
today was quite good.
didnt doze off during ss. for once. haha!
chinese was quite ok. aye.
geog was ok too.
english was funny. kept trying to stuff the paper into the straw. HAHA
emath was funny. i was like stoning. then did some math qns and felt so accomplished.
im such a loser can.
and im getting fat. ughs.
its all so confusing. blind hope.
fuck hope. yes.
sighs. its so screwed.
last night realised some stuff that i want to change, but know that it wont ever be changed. quite sad. it all hit me then. sighs.
so now i know. was kinda happy in the afternoon. max still gives the best hugs. =D ugh. then just now got so totally pissed. screwed up feelings.
stupid feelings. i dont want to care.
screw it.
claire: *sings* im like a bird
ann marie: bird brain.